~L0st iN My 0wN miNd~

timecheck: two days after my birthday.

*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* somehow, my birthday didn’t go as planned. i was supposed to be spending the whole week out of the office but things kept getting changed or pushed back that, now, i’m just stuck here at home.

whatta crappy birthday. fuck.

my first idea was to go out of the city - didn’t really care where i’d end up (beach or mountains preferred though), as long as i got away from this stinking, cant-do-without, hell-hole they call a city.

yes, i made plans. i was actually thinking of going to pagudpod (or was it pagudpud?). actually, it was baguio first, then pagudpu/od since i figured i’d have enough time. hell, i planned a week-long hiatus from work just so i can celebrate my birthday the way i wanted to but of course, i had to change my plans.

next things i thought about was for me to go to bacolod, maybe finally taste a bit of the calaya pastries i’ve been hearing so much about. tickets were the problem this time since word got to me that it wasn’t advisable to take a bus/ferry boat going there. sayang daw ang oras ng pagbyahe eh. things again got delayed until such a time that to even think of getting roundtrip plane tickets would’ve cost me a fortune. dead end there.

last night, as i was coming home from work, i was working up the crazy idea of going to the nearest beach i know: puerto galera. gasgas na siya, as others would describe it, but at this point, i didn’t really care anymore. i just wanted to go out. so anyway, i was thinking once i’d reach home, i’d pack my bags, say to everyone "i’m going out for the weekend", catch some zzzzzzzs, then leave for the pier at around 3am. i was thinking i’d come back sometime sunday.

*siiiiiiiiiiiiigh* stupid rain.

i don’t know anymore. maybe i shouldn’t really plan things like these. or maybe i should hire my sister to make travel arrangements for me instead. she seems to get everything done to her liking. maybe i should’ve let her worry about the planning, pay her for her trouble and go on with my birthday treat to myself.

oh well. a milestone at 25 years and i’ve nothing to show for it. sad.=(

maybe i should just take a day trip to puerto? go early morning so i take the first trip outta the pier, then return on the last trip going back. perhaps tomorrow. perhaps.

or maybe i should just treat myself to a massage. it’s cheaper and at least i get to relax…

bahala na. walang kwenta talaga ang 25th birthday ko ngayon. pinakamasaya pa rin yung birthday kong dinala ako ng Sky sa outer space. man, i miss you both, rai and twish. naiiyak ako…

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