~L0st iN My 0wN miNd~

2.33am

i’m supposed to be working today and yet, here i am in the office, unable to start the day right by being productive. don’t ask me why - i wouldn’t know the answer. i’m just randomly recording the thoughts that enter into this twisted little head of mine…

3.19am

i’m back from a trip down to andoks. sarap ng tinrip namin ni cy - kain sa andoks ng masarap at bagong lutong prokchop tas walkathon around the market.

i miss taking very long walks. weekend kaya, trippan ko - whatchoo think? good plan ba? steady?

hahaha… teka nga lang! bakit ganito entry ko? parang may kausap talaga ako noh? see? laughtrip… pero kelangang hindi tumawa ng malakas. baka may makahalatang hindi ako isa sa kanila. alien ako. alien.

why can’t i stop thinking about stuff? teka lang - pause muna ako para palitan ko ang music ko. incubus - warning (live) ang sunod sa listahan - sige, yun na lang. pang-warp yung sounds din dun. panalo pa yung boses ni brandon boyd. hehehe… college days memories invasion alert!

3.25am

bago ko pinalitan yung music ko, may kinukwento nga pala ako. balik tayo dun. (naiimagine niyo bang sinasabi ko mga sinusulat ko dito? this is one of the instances where i write the way i speak… listen and read closely to hear my voice…)

why is it that when a person finds herself with nothing to do, memories start to invade the mind? ganun ba talaga ang mga memories? fillers for when our minds go blank? nah. i’m talking nonsense.

switch topics.

i want to go somewhere with swings near a beach. san meron nun? specific ha! kelangan may swing malapit sa beach. o kaya yung tipong pagnagswi-swing ka natatanaw mo yung beach. naks. natatanaw daw oh. hahaha!

switch.

3.34am

i took another break to check for something on google. lyrics ata ang hinahanap ko pero pointless - as soon as a new browser opened up, i forgot what it was i was supposed to search for. ang kulit.

When you were here before, Couldn’t look you in the eye You’re just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You’re so very special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts, I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice when I’m not around You’re so very special I wish I was special

But I’m a creep I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She’s running out again She’s running She runs runs runs runs… runs…

Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You’re so very special I wish I was special

But I’m a creep,  I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here I don’t belong here…

creep. by radiohead. sarap umiyak na lang. tara. dramahan tayo. hehehe…

Broken glass from a window shattered yesterday deep inside I feel the same
All the while reflections of the one that went away Shine off these pale four walls
Dissonance is the only song I want to sing I would pray if I knew that you were listening

Don’t walk away Don’t walk away I surrender to you today This bended knee is breaking me I’ll surrender, I surrender

mayfield four - don’t walk away. hindi ko alam kung san ko ito nakuha pero buti na lang at may kopya ako nito. steady sa umpisa tapos magpipick-up ng onti pero mellow pa rin. hehehe… balladeer ata tong vocalist eh! haha! just kidding. naaaliw na naman ako sa boses. aralin ko tong kantang ito.

3.49am

tinatamad na akong magsulat. aralin ko na lang yung kanta. adios!

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