Archive for January, 2007

anti-gravity love song (summer romance)

Tuesday, January 16th, 2007

pahabol ulit! hahaha! ang kulit lang. new song popped into the playlist. actually, it’s an old song… pero bago lang siya sa playlist ko kaya bago siya. basta! yun na yun. wag na pag-isipan pa. i give you…

ANTI-GRAVITY LOVE SONG (SUMMER ROMANCE) ~ incubus

I’m home alone tonight.
Full moon illuminates my room, and sends my mind aflight.
I think I was dreaming up some thoughts that were seemingly
possible…with you.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous by quarter-to, and make sure we’re alone.
I think I’ve found a way for you and I to finally fly free.

When we get there, we’re gonna fly so far away,
Making sure to laugh; while we experience anti-gravity.
Anti gravity x2.

For years, I kept it to myself.
Now potentialities are bound, are living under my shelf.
Simply choose your destination from the diamond canopy,
and we’ll be there.
So I call you on the tin can phone.
We rendezvous by quarter-two, and make sure we’re alone.
I think I’ve found the way for you and I to finally be free

ISA PA! ISA PA! as sir pepe used to say, "dream CHETTER naman!". ahh… memory overload.

THE SPIRIT CARRIES ON ~ Dream Theater

Nicholas:
Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?

They say, life is too short,
The here and the now
And youre only given one shot
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that weve got?

If I die tomorrow
Id be allright
Because I believe
That after were gone
The spirit carries on

I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
Im not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try

If I die tomorrow
Id be allright
Because I believe
That after were gone
The spirit carries on

Victoria:
Move on, be brave
Dont weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let
Your memory of me disappear

Nicholas:
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victorias real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that Im here
Its perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means

If I die tomorrow
Id be allright
Because I believe
That after were gone
The spirit carries on

Hypnotherapist:
You are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light. allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime. as the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into con
Sness remembering all you have learned. when I tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present, feeling peaceful and refreshed. open your eyes, nicholas.

a direct hit to some of that which i have spent countless of hours worrying about.

5.28 am

hahaha… promise! last post ko na ito… for the day, that is.

sabi ko “prokchop”

Tuesday, January 16th, 2007

sarap ng prokchop… hahaha! sabaw…

why can’t i just be braindead???

Tuesday, January 16th, 2007

2.33am

i’m supposed to be working today and yet, here i am in the office, unable to start the day right by being productive. don’t ask me why - i wouldn’t know the answer. i’m just randomly recording the thoughts that enter into this twisted little head of mine…

3.19am

i’m back from a trip down to andoks. sarap ng tinrip namin ni cy - kain sa andoks ng masarap at bagong lutong prokchop tas walkathon around the market.

i miss taking very long walks. weekend kaya, trippan ko - whatchoo think? good plan ba? steady?

hahaha… teka nga lang! bakit ganito entry ko? parang may kausap talaga ako noh? see? laughtrip… pero kelangang hindi tumawa ng malakas. baka may makahalatang hindi ako isa sa kanila. alien ako. alien.

why can’t i stop thinking about stuff? teka lang - pause muna ako para palitan ko ang music ko. incubus - warning (live) ang sunod sa listahan - sige, yun na lang. pang-warp yung sounds din dun. panalo pa yung boses ni brandon boyd. hehehe… college days memories invasion alert!

3.25am

bago ko pinalitan yung music ko, may kinukwento nga pala ako. balik tayo dun. (naiimagine niyo bang sinasabi ko mga sinusulat ko dito? this is one of the instances where i write the way i speak… listen and read closely to hear my voice…)

why is it that when a person finds herself with nothing to do, memories start to invade the mind? ganun ba talaga ang mga memories? fillers for when our minds go blank? nah. i’m talking nonsense.

switch topics.

i want to go somewhere with swings near a beach. san meron nun? specific ha! kelangan may swing malapit sa beach. o kaya yung tipong pagnagswi-swing ka natatanaw mo yung beach. naks. natatanaw daw oh. hahaha!

switch.

3.34am

i took another break to check for something on google. lyrics ata ang hinahanap ko pero pointless - as soon as a new browser opened up, i forgot what it was i was supposed to search for. ang kulit.

When you were here before, Couldn’t look you in the eye You’re just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You’re so very special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts, I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice when I’m not around You’re so very special I wish I was special

But I’m a creep I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She’s running out again She’s running She runs runs runs runs… runs…

Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You’re so very special I wish I was special

But I’m a creep,  I’m a weirdo What the hell am I doin’ here? I don’t belong here I don’t belong here…

creep. by radiohead. sarap umiyak na lang. tara. dramahan tayo. hehehe…

Broken glass from a window shattered yesterday deep inside I feel the same
All the while reflections of the one that went away Shine off these pale four walls
Dissonance is the only song I want to sing I would pray if I knew that you were listening

Don’t walk away Don’t walk away I surrender, to you today This bended knee is breaking me I’ll surrender, I surrender

Staring down the pages of saltwater memories Emotions etched from the heart
But that was bled so dry There’s nothing left to find But the ashes of my soul

I surrender It will be better This is my vow to change

It stands to reason that some things were never meant to be I should’ve known from the start The race has been run And all is said and done Have the ashes been swept away?

Don’t walk away Don’t walk away I surrender to you today This bended knee is breaking me I’ll surrender, I surrender

mayfield four - don’t walk away. hindi ko alam kung san ko ito nakuha pero buti na lang at may kopya ako nito. steady sa umpisa tapos magpipick-up ng onti pero mellow pa rin. hehehe… balladeer ata tong vocalist eh! haha! just kidding. naaaliw na naman ako sa boses. aralin ko tong kantang ito.

3.49am

tinatamad na akong magsulat. aralin ko na lang yung kanta. adios!

of vampires and zombies…

Monday, January 8th, 2007

hehehe… how i wish society was full of "people" i could kill mercilessly without fear of being arrested for murder. how stressfree i’d be!!! wheeee!

28970922824461l_2 A proud member of the ASSAULT TEAM! kill the zombies! kill the vampires! smoke them out and exterminate them in the name of the human race (yeah right…)! I can’t help but wish I was part of the SHADOW Team as well though… astig din yun eh.  —> (http://www.fvza.org)