~L0st iN My 0wN miNd~

i’m know i’m pushing myself too hard…

i think i’m going to snap any minute…

…patay.

again, here goes work… interfering with the things i love doing the most. man… i hate working.

so what’s new this september? nothing much, but for lack of better things to write about, let me try and dig up some interesting things that might be worth mentioning.

>> my backpay was finally released and after everything i’ve gone through, i finally had it cashed. now however, i’m running low - again! i hate bills.

>> finally got together with hogi sometime around mid-month last month. just strolled around the mall, catching up on news and the like until mish joined us. then we really had a mission: to help mish buy slacks for a school thesis (?) presentation. we ended up closing the night with a few more stories at the smoking lounge near the starbucks cafe on the 4th level of g4. the moon was full (or at least it looked like it) and a real sight to see at that time. a friend remarked on the beauty of the very same image i was staring at, and it brought back memories. ah, if only we could turn back time to relive those moments, things would be so much nicer.

>> i attended a mcdo children’s party… held for a 22 year old little lady. belated happy birthday, star! hahaha, it was fun. got a sneak peek at mcdo’s bobblehead mascot. still freaks me out a bit (hey, he’s a CLOWN, okay?! i hate clowns!)

>> hooked on updharmadown’s "OO" right now… man, it’s sweet. sarap pang kantahin! WHEEEE!!!

>> work? hah, i’ve taken to doing overtime on a regular basis, unfortunately. hectic. ang daming nangyayari ngayon… pero kaya pa naman. ngayon pa na RECHARGED na ulit ako?! august is gone, baby! and i’m back, yes i’m back! here’s to another wild ride in Xbox! pamparamparum!!!

>>gutom na ako. timing. the maid just called me to have dinner. sweet. mamaya, kainin ko yung oreo wafer sticks na binili ko kanina sa puregold. sasabayan ko pa siya ng full cream milk. ahhhh… sarap! XD

"OO" ~ Updharmadown

…‘Di mo lang alam . Naiiisip kita . Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako . ‘Di mo lang alam . Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli . Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon . At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan . Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan . Sana nagtanong ka lang . Kung ‘di mo lang alam . Sana’y nagtanong ka lang . Kung ‘di mo lang alam . Ako’y iyong nasaktan . Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman . Hindi mo lang alam . Kay tagal na panahon . Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo . Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya . ‘Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta . Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana . Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal . ‘Di mo lang alam . Ako’y iyong nasaktan . Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman . Puro s’ya na lang . Sana’y ako naman . ‘Di mo lang alam . Ika’y minamasdan . Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam . ‘Di mo lang alam . Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang . Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan . Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman . Ako’y nandito lang . Hindi mo lang alam . Matalino ka naman . Kung ikaw at ako . Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito . Ay dapat bang sumuko . Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala . Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito . Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko . ‘Di mo lang alam . Ako’y iyong nasaktan . Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman . Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman . Isang kindat man lang . ‘Di mo lang alam . O, ika’y minamasdan . Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam . Oooooooo . Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko . Di mo lang alam . Ako’y iyong nasaktan…