~L0st iN My 0wN miNd~

so many things on my mind right now…

~ should i just give up on xbox and just join some other call center while i continue the search for my life’s true calling?

~ i generally don’t like children… but why is it that i usually find myself the one in charge of them when the adults are busy chitchatting??

~ with another friend’s upcoming departure for california, i find myself thinking… when will the time come for me to say goodbye to the people in the philippines in hopes of finding my ‘personal legend" abroad?

~ bakit napaka-seryoso ko na naman? why can’t i just smile, smile, smile instead??

~ how do i finish all the combat missions in Queens in the spiderman game? those nasty thugs are loaded with knives, swords, guns, and flame throwers AND they travel in groups too! and i’m only one person for godsakes! one brave, little spider swinging from tree to tree — oh no, wait. that’s george of the jungle. the one that swings from tree to tree, i mean. he’s not a spider, just a man… who was… left… ah nevermind. you get it anyway, i’m sure.

~ bakit ang haba ng intro ng kingdom hearts 2?! asar… after 3 hours of playing the game, that’s when i learned that the character i was playing isn’t the character i’ll be stuck with for the rest of the game! ay, wala… si kuya na bahala sa game ko. balik spiderman na lang ako… or burn-out. hmm.. haven’t played that in a long time…

~ bakit ang sarap-sarap mag-soundtrip? kahit mag-isa ka lang basta panalo mga sounds mo, ayus na… bakit?

~ bakit tumigil ang ulan? at bakit halos sa gabi na lang umuulan? ang saya-saya tuloy. sarap mag-drama sana kaso wala naman akong kelangang ipagdrama… well… i mean apart from the usual shit, of course. but of course i’m sick of worrying about all that i’ve been worrying about up until this point so why bother worrying about being worried about something you always worry about when you know that all that worrying’s going to bring you are more worries? so many worries, so little time…

~ bakit hindi pa inaalis si zayra sa rockstar supernova? the world can see she’s hot (as hell, as some put it…) but come on! whoever wins will be supernova’s vocalist! supernova? hello?? tommy lee, gilby clarke, and jason newsted? do you really see those three behind the likes of her? she seems nice and all, but face it… she’s not cut out for the job.

~ why can’t i just wake up and find my hair has grown back to its original length and color? the wait is killing me!

~ bakit hindi pa rin ako nagsasawa sa kakahanap ng champorado at dunkin donuts? yang donuts na yan ilang araw na yan haaa… nakakain na nga ako nun kasama ni kuya big brother ("baboy" daw ako… haha, soooooo true kuya. so true.) nung isang araw pero hanggang ngayon, hinahanap-hanap ko pa rin. and no, it can’t be just any kind of donut. uh-uh. it has to be dunkin. i won’t settle for anything more nor less. dunkin. chocobutternut, choco-wacko, and choco-honey dipped. period.

~ bakit ang dami kong tanong, eh wala namang kwenta mga tanong ko?

~ …ano kayang kakainin ko ngayong dinner? …may champorado na kaya ulit? hmmm… sana.

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