at starbucks in front of a belgian waffle
thursday afternoon, got off work early because i had to. headed off to eastwood to cool my head down and after roaming around for a few minutes, sat my ass down on one of starbucks’ couches. i began to write as the whipped cream on top of my belgian waffle started to melt…
"it’s jingle-jangling in my head, the stone that rolls away from the garden of my eye that sees more than you do… from my head to the toes of the feet below. the heels that show how the distant glistening sun could be…
it’s never been easy being complicated like me. emotions in a whirl of tornadoes where you’re never near the eye. it’s a jumble of words in my head that needs an outlet, an expression, a being capable of understanding nothing that you say. words are too many though, so hard to choose which would to use to express the truth the lips want to emit.
weird words formulate in the vastness of nothing. weird words unspellable and unspeakable. ssshhh…
an expression of life never fails to amuse its reader, the bystander sitting in the lap of Life unmoving, unwilling to be moved.
several summers ago, i grew up to be this.
lipgloss stains the edges of the coffee cup in front of me. the cup of coffee that is filled to the brim with hot chocolate. funny. weird."
it doesn’t make sense right? but who gives a shit? i rarely make sense these days anyway.
after my snack at starbucks, i went window shopping a bit and ended up in timezone. played a few games of initial d (after a few months, i was finally able to chill… time spent with my favorite person in the world:me.), hehe, even got challenged by this guy as well (i lost by 0.2m… shit.). he wanted a rematch, but i said i didn’t want to spend any more money on initial d (he challenged me by the time i was on my 4th game…). went around timezone a few more times, ended up going inside a karaoke room, played a few songs (sang the songs too, but didn’t use the microphone… "It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright)…"). as i was leaving timezone, i got distracted by the row of colorful machines off to one side. turned out to be a bunch of neo-printy kind of gadgets. hehe… napagtripan magpa-picture. i’ll include the pictures in my friendster account when i have time… halatang stressed out kahit sa pic (pero buti na lang mukhang masaya pa rin…).
you see, stress levels are STILL on an all-time high. i’m in desperate need of a vacation… either that or maybe just one whole day of pure fun. a whole day spent just chilling, talking about non-work related issues, tripping… a day without any worries whatsoever.
