i’m back.
nah, i didn’t really go anywhere. i just kind of retreated a bit from reality… didn’t like what was happening to my life, so i just had to take a breather.
i crawled back into my casket for a temporary "vacation". countless days and nights passed me by while i lay talking to myself, singing, reading, and sleeping in my tomb. to all who thought they saw me walking around, talking, working, acting "normal"… be glad to know that it wasn’t really me. it was just my soul, sent by yours truly to see if the world was once again safe to live in.
and now i’m back. i grew tired of my lonely prison cell. i felt i needed to rejoin the world because i was running out of books to read. i was running out of songs to sing. i was getting tired of only having myself to argue with. and only when i realized that did i finally have the strength to push open the slab of cement covering my hiding place. i chipped a nail in the process. kidding. such things don’t really concern me.
tsk. i get distracted so easily. i suddenly remembered to search someone up on friendster… gotta go.
June 6th, 2005 at 10:34 am
Forgive my sudden and random psychoanalysis of your blog, by your satisfation and/or comfort in life seems amiss.
It’s either you haven’t found true comfort in you surroundings, or there’s still a missing piece you haven’t found for yourself. Then again, I could be wrong on both accounts.
Either way, if there’s any advice I can give for free it would be to keep your eyes out for the brighter side.
And it helps to smile alot; Hindi bagay sayo ang naka-simangot. ^_^
-Dave Cruz