haaaaaaaayyy… soundtrip. saya.
hehe, labong opening noh? wla naman kasi akong maisip na isulat talaga eh… as the title itself implies, i’m just killing time while i wait for my player charge up. mahirap nang umalis ng bahay ng walang kasamang player - baka ma-LSS pa ako sa mga kantang tulad ng Crazy Love (lecheng Kim Chiu, pakyu! daib ruth, diba, diba?), Dodong Charing (hay buhay…), at yung kantang may lyrics na "tabatchoy pinoy (shyet… naririnig ko na yung kanta sa ulo ko! nooooo!!! *hikbi*).
it’s sad when you (for one reason or another) can’t find the time to be with friends. damang-dama ko ngayon yang statement na yan. i’m so busy with work that i can’t seem to find the time to really relax. i don’t get it though… agent lang naman ako sa bago kong trabaho. i don’t have any work or projects to take home with me… and yet here i am - realizing that i always seem to be pressed for time.
it’s like 24 hours is not enough to do everything i want/have to do. =(
rai… i know you’re having a hard time dealing with your current problems right now. i may not reply at times, but i hope you know i’ve read ever text you sent me (unless it was a text you sent during that horrible time i wasn’t able to send or receive messages… fucking globe was updating my rate plan and they didn’t even tell me about it! shyet! wala man lang akong nakuhang compensation for the xx days i couldn’t be contacted…). what you’re going through is hard, i should know. i went through a similar story. just hang in there. divert your attention towards something or someone else… whatever works for you… parang yung ginagawa ni twishy ngayon…
twish… ikaw din. lam kong nahihirapan ka rin sa kalagayan mo. just remember that i believe you’ll get through this. hirap din ng kalagayan mo ngayon. tago eh. lam kong mahirap i-open up ang mga topic na ganyan lalo na kung iniiwasan ng taong pag-usapan ang sitwasyon na gayan. you know what i mean.
basta to the both of you… we’re all going through a rough time. all of our stories are similar - in one way or another. we’re all troubled by that specific part of our lives and it sucks, i know. ngayon lang tayo tinatamaan ng buhay eh. life, as i remember saying once, is certainly out to get us. dati nung college pa tayo immune tayo sa "normal" na hirap ng buhay. mga pinoproblema natin mga kakaiba dati… and it’s only now that we’re being hit with life’s unpleasant side of how it is to love and be loved. just hang in there… kaya natin yan. haaaayyyy… the song by keri noble (if no one will listen) comes to mind. perfect.
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naks. biglang ganyan naging entry ko. hehe… oh well. tuloy-tuloy lang naman ako magsulat. unedited version ito. how i write in this entry is exactly how i’ve thought of saying things… unedited talaga. haaay… i really need to organize my thoughts before i start writing.
… gusto ko ngayon kumain ng koko cruch. @,@ pero baka mamaya nalang ng onti. paliitin muna ang tiyan bago kumain ulit. hehehe… =)
haaaaayyyy… it’s a friday night. gusto ko sanang lumarga’t uminom or tumambay man lang sana… kaso… tinatamad ako. ^o^ hay buhaaaaaaaayyy! the irony of it all! gusto kong tumambay pero tinatamad akong lumabas ng bahay. go figure. >=(
hmm… what else can i say? i find i like the sound the keyboard makes when i type, hehehe… so i have to keep typing so that i can hear the clicking. ^o^
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz…
hay. it’s not as "musical" as when i’m actually typing real words… if i type patterns, the sound becomes too monotonous. gotta keep typing, gotta keep typing…
yahoooo! manonood daw kami bukas ng resident evil extinction… astig. zombie movie ulit! ^o^ astig, astig…
i miss having a dog… =( i wish i had a pet waiting for me at home para naman naeengganyo akong umuwi ng maaga lagi.
speaking of pets, john joe’s rabbit, snow, is pregnant. he’s been asking me if i wanted a rabbit of my own. syempre, direcho ako kay mama…
Me: ma, john joe’s rabbit’s pregnant…
Mama: oh.
Me: yup… he asked me if i wanted one.
Mama: hmmm…
(the next day)
Me: ma, tinanong ulit ako ni john joe kung gusto ko daw ng rabbit…
Mama: (changing topic) ay, anak, i forgot to ask you about…
(the next morning)
Me: ma, tinanong ako ulit ni john joe kung gusto ko ng rabbit…
Mama: (laughs) ang kulit mo rin ano? sinabi mo na rin yan kagabi eh!
Me: di ka naman sumagot kagabi eh! you changed the topic eh… malay ko ba kung narinig mo ako…
the day after, i was at the congo and johann mentioned my conversation about the rabbit to john joe.
Johann: johnj, hinihiritan na ni cris ung mom niya tungkol sa rabbit…
John Joe: (chuckles) dein na… tago mo lang sa kahon, okay na yun.
animal cruelty should i decide to do so. @,@ haaaaay, i wonder what they’ll look like. cross breed kasi sila ni snow (normal white rabbit na mukhang stressed na stressed na ngayon) at ash (may lahing rabbit. if i remember correctly, he’s supposed to be a new zealand uhh.. something.)
haaaaaaayyy, onti na lang, matatapos na siguro yung pag-back up ko sa mga files ko sa pc. kuya said i had to back them up since the pc’s acting up (pakshyet! dagdag trabaho…).
crap! the urge to go out and do something (anything at all!) is so stroooooooooong! @,@ nabo-bother tuloy ako… maybe i’ll go out for a massage or something after i’m done with the pc.
haha, to whoever’s reading this, try visiting arcade.modemhelp.net! ang kulit! pooj was the one who introduced this site to me (to pass the time away while on avail… hehehe…). for starters, try going to the pranks section and listen to "dirty turban prank call" tsaka yung "chinese food prank phone call". laughtrip! promise… ^o^
o siya… ligo muna ako para mamaya makalarga naman ako.. hanap nalang akong tambayan… haaaaaaaay… @,@
